New site...new updates...new features!

My new site went up this week! It is so amazing...I am in love! Yes I can fall in love with my own site...it was a long time coming. I loved the old one so much that I wasn't sure I would ever be able to change it. But, my webmistress really out did herself. Plus, I had some new features I was adding so it was definitely time.

One of the new exciting features on my site is the Erotic Bed Time Stories by me. :) I bought my own little camera and I read my favorite stories to you! This section of my site will update weekly to start out with...so that means 3 updates a week! One erotic story...one picture set and also a regular video. My first story is about some hot lesbian action! I have a fascination with lesbian porn...this new feature is going to help my members learn alot more about me.

Also, starting very soon...my webcam shows will be playing in the website itself. No more longing on to yahoo to see me...you will be able to open my site and watch right there. We are still working out the kinks on this one...so I am thinking should be working within 2 weeks.

So, make sure you come see the new design! It's beautiful and it has 2 new videos for you to enjoy! Thanks for your support! XoxoX

Guess who went to the Red Rooster!?

What is the Red Rooster?

The Red Rooster is Las Vegas's oldest and most well known Swing Party for couples and singles. You can check more about the club at their website www.buckkelly.com

On the first Saturday I was in Vegas which was 2 days before I celebrated my one year of celibacy...I thought why not make this last couple days as hard as possible...hahahaha so I went with a big group of people to the Rooster. I have never been to a swing club before but, I thought if for no other reason this could make for some good writing. If you have not had the opportunity to go to a club like this...well you should try it. I had a wonderful time. The coolest thing about the club is it's just like going to a regular club...there's a dj/entertainer who looks like Wayne Newton...a dance floor...tables...a little bar area(which you bring your own bottle of liquor and they mix your drinks for you)...there were snacks...a pool and hot tub...and lastly the thing that made it a little different than most clubs there were bedrooms with a 20 minute time limit. I mean who hasn't been out to a club and wished you didn't have to wait until you get home to get your hands on your significant other or someone you just met but both of you are there for the same reason.

It started like any other club night...more people I knew came...we all sat and shot the shit...and then one of the girls said, "Let me give you a tour" at first I was like no...I would have been happy just staying at the table for the whole night. But, after a few pleas I said what the hell...and off we went. First she took me to a room off the sitting area...it had a pool table and there were people hanging out in there in their lingerie. The dress code is pretty laid back...women can be naked and men have to cover their junk. Yes naked ladies! Good stuff! Then we got to the locker area...u can use the lockers when u go swimming...and right on the other side of the lockers is the first group of rooms with the "20 minute time limit" posted on the door. How fun would that be!?

Pool area

Next she showed me the pool area and to my surprise there was a woman in her 50's standing against the wall with one of her tits out of her shirt...I wasn't sure what that was all about but it was funny...I smiled and said hello...and giggled uncontrollably inside. Maybe that was a way to get let people know she had something she was willing to share. Whatever it was I can tell you I am 99% sure homegirl got lucky that night. And last but certainly not least was the Orgy Room! Tell me this place doesn't look like a fuckin' good time! It was empty when I took the tour...but I knew I would be back. I am one voyeuristic chick!Orgy Room

So, as the night went on and more alcoholic beverages were consumed...I got dragged into a 20 minute room...now I was going as a security blanket for a friend...so in this little room there were 3 men and 3 women...I was not participating so we will say 2 women. I watched some of the hottest sex I had ever seen...the actual couple in the room...would switch off between the husband and then the stud that his wife had picked...each would fuck her in different positions...I was watching my own personal porno (although truth be told if it was my porno I would have been watching 5 women...but alas this was good stuff). And then I sort of joined in...I kissed my girlfriend while she was getting railed by the hunk of a man she has choosen. Yep...that was the extent of my swinging...kissing girls...which I love to do. It's so sensual to have a woman's lips on yours. Soft wet and sometimes urgent kisses. It was time for me to join the party again...so back to the sitting area I went. The place was getting pretty crowded...and I ran into a good looking couple who asked if I would like to join them...I told them I would be interested in watching and maybe kissing the girl but had no interest in the dude. So, they said they would come find me when it was their turn for a room...by now the wait was up to 30 minutes or so. In the meantime I found myself in a room with a table I can only describe as a pussy eating table. I was in there with 2 girls and a guy...had my prayers been answered was I gonna get to see my own personal porno? A little hot lesbian action...well sadly the answer is no...but I really wanted to try out that table...I may have been persuaded but there was a knock at the door and the couple that I had agreed to watch was ready for me...so I slipped out the of the room and moved my way into the other room. I joined the couple and she was bent over the dresser and he was slowly...very slowly hitting it from behind. Now I only wish you guys could see me imitate the way he was fucking her...because I did a very good rendition of it. I was standing across the room watching...drinking my drink...I wanted to tell him to speed it up...it was killing me. I didn't know I was going to watch him make sweet love to his girlfriend...I certainly didn't sign up for that. I excused myself to use the bathroom and let them know if I didn't make it back...just to keep doing their thing. Guess who never made it back? Yep that would be yours truly.

So, I am glad i don't live in Vegas because I would definitely have a new hang out. I would be a Rooster regular...I didn't get laid but I wasn't looking to...actually come to think about it...someone asked me if I would like to fuck. I politely declined...after all my one year anniversary was 2 days away. Being at a swing club really made me question what I am looking for in a relationship...I never thought that I would even want to be in the life style...but I have had the honor of knowing some really amazing loving couples who do it. I think their relationships seem more solid than some of my non-swinging friends. It's something else to think about on my search for my other half.

Mission Accomplished!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, on July 13th @ midnight I celebrated one year of celibacy.

CELIBACY
–noun

1.	abstention from sexual relations.

2.	abstention by vow from marriage: the celibacy of priests.

3.	the state of being unmarried.

Abstention from sexual relations...everyone wants to know why...well I thought I would take the celebration of my one year of celibacy to really explain...just who I am and why this has become so important to me. This year of no sex didn't start out as a vow of celibacy...I was just a woman tired of being used by men. I hated waking up the day after having sex with some guy and feeling bad about myself. Beating myself up because deep inside I knew I didn't want to do it...but I just couldn't say no. The last few times I had sex were just that...I actually had an experience where I told the guy no, over and over again...and he fucking whined like a little bitch until I just said, "Fine just do it!" Who would really be interested in having sex with someone who didn't want to have it with them? So, he did his thing...and I just laid there...I was his real life blow up doll...I did not participate at all. I was disgusted...I felt so violated. I couldn't wait to get the fuck out of there. (the reason I didn't leave sooner is I was drunk and could not drive). And then my last experience was better but much of the same...I really did want to do it...but it just was painful and I wasn't "ready". I woke up the next morning and got the fuck outta there...and then I beat myself up.

Now, don't get me wrong I don't believe you have to be in a committed relationship to have good sex...but I have done all the bullshit and really...the best sex I have had(and I have had some amazing sex) I at least had a form of a relationship with the guy. Maybe not a committed one but there was an established friendship or some sort of level of trust. So, I made it to a year and then I had a week left in Vegas to do what I thought was going to end up being some crazy sex. But, I thought about it and this celibacy thing feels pretty good...I haven't felt bad the next day in over a year. I haven't felt pressured...I really like where I am in this venture. I think I am going to wait for someone special...it's my time. If you are out there...I am waiting for you.

Now...after you read my next blog you aren't going to believe I am still on my quest...I saw some wild shit in Vegas...I mean stuff you don't see in just a normal day. I went out the the World Famous Red Rooster...yes I have some crazy stories...stay tuned.

I need a good spanking!

And this is just the outfit I should be wearing when I get it! In my previous blog you got to read about my liking for a good, hard spank...well I know it would hurt so much more if I was wearing this sexy little fishnet outfit. My ass is exposed in all it's glory...ok who has a nice strong hand to beat this booty? See more @ www.buckkelly.com

Did a fun interview!

I did an interview with Senor Carlos...he asked alot of great questions! You can check it out HERE

Or the url if you want it http://buckkelly.blogspot.com/

Extra free pics blog!

My newest update was alot of fun...Shameless Angel (my friend, photographer and fellow model) had this idea to shoot in the doorway...and she was on point...the set was fun and sexy...well the set finally went up on my site on Monday...I checked it and realized that somehow all the pictures where I took my sexy blue lace panties off were left out. I contacted my webmistress and she said the pictures weren't there...so I decided to post them all my blog...it's a bonus for all the people out there that support me in my endeavors...I hope you enjoy! To see more of me you can check out my site!