So, it's been 10 months for me with no sex. It sucked for a long time...because as much as masturbation does the trick for the most part...there is still nothing like a nice warm body pressed against mine, not to mention a nice hard dick. It been a tough 10 months...well I would say until about a month ago. I feel like because I have gone this long that I am on a mission.
The main reason I have not had sex is because I am looking for something more meaningful than just a roll in the hay. Don't get me wrong if a guy that really turned me on came around...I might just fuck him...no strings. (Buck, if you are reading this...that's for you
) But, I've done the meaningless thing before and I never feel that great when it's over. So, I have decided I am going to see just how long I can abstain. That is my mission...no sex...how long can I go? Does that mean no oral? no fingers? no anal? Yes...yes it does. Kissing is not out of the question...cause when Ms. Dawn is drinking Ms. Dawn is kissing...lol. So, let the masturbating commence...since that's all I'm gettin'...I better be gettin' it on the daily. I'm a woman in her prime and I just gave up the one thing I could really use to put a smile on my face. DICK! 
